What's up everyone? Haha feeling sikat lang!
I just want to write down some of the feelings I have right now. Right now, my siblings, cousins and their friends are having a good time right outside our door. They're having a good time. While me, I'm in front of this laptop, tweeting and now, blogging. I am feeling ambivalent. I feel sad with no known etiology. Maybe hormones are acting up. I don't want to be sad because that's not me. It's not my personality. But I don't know...
Maybe this feeling is because of my frustration in chosen (future) career. After a year, I'm still here inside the house, bumming around. :( Not happy and not proud of myself. Not proud that I have to ask my parents and sister for money whenever I want to go out or I want to buy something important. Looking at the bright side, I learned how to be contented. While writing this entry, I felt lighter. The sadness that I felt earlier is now lessened. Thank you, my dear blog for always hearing me out. You are my outlet of my emotions. I seldom write because I know that I'm not really a good writer but when I write, it means that I'm happy or sad.

That's it. I just want to release the bad vibes before I go to sleep. Time to wipe off the tears!
...and smile! Happy halloween!

Good vibes!

Follow your heart,
Erika